motherhood

Before you start reading this, First, I would like to thank all those people who helped and still helping me on this new chapter of my life. I’ve been very much greatful of meeting this kind of people. Let me begin this story… On the very first day that I found out that I was pregnant, there are so many things that I consider.But never did it entered my mind that I have to terminate the life on my womb. I consulted my very close friends on this matter before I informed my family who really don’t have any idea of what I’m goin through.I was afraid to tell it to the father of my child coz during that time we’re just starting and we haven’t have the chance to talk about having a baby, we are just enjoying ourlives as a bf and gf. I was really afraid of the feeling of rejection as well of his reaction. Luckily and thankfully it wasn’t turned out that way, the moment i told him that i was pregnant ive seen to his face the excitement of being a father and that reaction of his gave me the stregnth i need for a 9mos pregnancy. When I discussed it to my family, I was aware that they’re quite disappointed but stil I have the assurance that they’ll back me up in some ways.This is a very hard decision so far, but here I am.I think this will be themost noble thing that I can do. To give a life with my off spring and be the best mom that I can be.I bid goodbye to the usual routine of spending my tme for nothing and going home in wee hours of the morning from the weekend house parties and drinking sprees. It’s worth having a baby, i have no regrets on the path that i’ve chosen…say hello for the motherhood…I’m proud to be a new mom!!!